Monthly Archives: December 2010

Dreams

Posted on December 31, 2010 by Lisette d. Johnson

     Sleep is difficult. It is not the sleep itself, it is the dreams, and waking.  I try to stay awake until I am so exhausted I drop immediately into what I hope will be a dreamless sleep.  Some nights I am … Continue reading →

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Christmas

Posted on December 25, 2010 by Lisette d. Johnson

It is Christmas Eve. I am sitting in church, early as the children prepare as acolytes for the midnight service. I await friends I’ve asked to join me as I write on my blackberry.  I am always in awe by … Continue reading →

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The Farm

Posted on December 16, 2010 by Lisette d. Johnson

After Thanksgiving, I went to the farm.  It was a cold, but sunny day.  It was where it began. Long before we were involved he took me there.  I envisioned my visit with trepidation, but felt an almost obsessive need to … Continue reading →

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Who, me?

Posted on December 8, 2010 by Lisette d. Johnson

Part 2 I felt like a total idiot on so many levels.  I couldn’t come to grips with the aha moment of the lie of my life.   I was so embarrassed by this revelation that I…… changed therapists!!!  Yes, I … Continue reading →

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