Monthly Archives: August 2011

The Question

It is inevitable, and I never know how or what to say.  I am in between lives.  If I am single, I am to have an ex. If I am a widow, it is some tragic life event in one … Continue reading

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Fishing

As I contemplated leaving, I remember thinking about my life post marriage entirely alone. I was so afraid of ending up with the same person, making the same mistake over, not trusting myself to know the difference. I think it … Continue reading

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Choices

I am doing laundry in the basement and I look over and see his two hooded sweatshirts, hung on the corners of a shelf. They’ve been there all along, but only now, after all this time, do I notice them. … Continue reading

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The Cast

I have this incredible faith. While the trust aspect is at times missing and I want to tell God what He should be doing, the faith is unwavering. As I read back over my journal, kept sporadically early into my … Continue reading

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